Silver Linings

I am so blessed with a great support system. My friends and family can do so much magic to make me feel better. Thank God for all of them.

I got my rent paid and taken care of. That was an incredible load off. I set into an early panic when the mail was late arriving, and ended up frustrating some people, but everything turned out okay. That seems to be the way my life goes. A whole lot of panic, and everything going okay. At least it could be worse.

It's almost my birthday, and that's going to really help. Birthday money is going to be useful to put towards the money I don't have for bills so I won't have to ask to borrow as much. I start work on Thursday, so I should be getting myself caught up in October. I can't wait to be able to REALLY take care of myself. I never want to be helpless again. Thank God for the people in my life who keep me afloat through their support.

Mandi, Mom, Sean, Gaga, Sister, Paul, Beka, Becca and everyone else who's contributed to my sanity and happiness through hugs, money, love, or just an ear. You guys are great.

I can look forward to getting back on my own two feet, spending tomorrow in Mesa with all my beautiful Mesa friends, whatever it is that happens on my birthday (yea, I STILL don't have plans), going to Arizona Broadway Theater with my parents, and whatever else happens that will add to my happiness.

I love days when I can truly make myself believe that everything is going to be okay.