It's been more than a month since I last blogged. Meaning it's been more than a month since my hard drive crashed and I became without computer. I relinquish all blame for my not keeping up with this blog. Really. It's not my fault.
I don't really know what there is to be said to catch up on the last month of my life. I've been going through the grind of my bullshit job and just trying to make the best of it. Every day gets a little bit easier. I've been spending most of my free time with Mandi as always because she is my life force. I've been keeping contact with my sister and my mom and my grandma too keep my life grounded and keep the depression away.
Unfortunately, I encountered a dramatic point in my life. I suffered my first loss. My Papaw, Roger David Griffith passed away on Oct. 1 at the age of 65. Thank God for my manager Matt for allowing me a week off work to go to Ohio for the funeral. It was a beautiful service, very fitting to honor such an amazing man. The family made the best of having us all back in Ohio and it was wonderful to see them all and honor the memory of my Papaw. He was dearly loved through his life and will be missed by many. It's made me think of a lot of different parts of my life and I've made some resolutions. It was very hard coming to terms with this loss, but now I know that he's with me always. I love you so much, Papaw.
Hopefully Paul will be able to help me get my computer back up before long and I'll be able to resume frequent blogging. Until then, I might occasionally be able to update from Mandi's house as I am now. Not that anyone but her even reads this. =)
